"I'm scared. I was able to ask her today. And she said ok! Sana payagan siya ng mom niya! :) Pray for me, and her mom too, please! :)

Haaaay. This day is one of mixed emotions. I feel happy, I was able to face my demons and ask her to the prom. I feel worried, whether she would be allowed or not. I feel happy cause I finally gave her the pancakes I've owed her for so long. :) And I'm happy she enjoyed the pancakes. :) I feel sad, because I know that I'm still confused, that I'm still lost and looking for words to describe how I feel.

Samsam: Hey girl. :) I'm just here for you. And you're everything great, remember that, ok? :) You're stronger than you think. And it doesn't matter what happens now, cause every problem ends. And though new ones may arise to take the place of the older ones, every problem in life really has its own way of solving itself out. :) Keep your head up high. You are loved, beshtot. :)

Den: Oh, how can I thank you for all your help? :) Ahahaha. I hope you'll be able to sort things out - I know you can. :) Good luck! Let's both cross our fingers. :)

Karla: Thank you, pancake! (insert hugging smiley here.) I'm glad I was able to be with you today, and I enjoyed your company, more than the huge amounts of money we were exposed to today. I'll try my best to help you and I'll think about it, thoroughly. :)

Oh gawd, mom's waiting. We're going to the chapel to pray and pick up my sister in Katipunan.
I'll continue this later or tomorrow. Bye!
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The clock ticked: 7:44 AM