"I started another new blog. And this is not the first time this happened in the past six months. I have a lot of trouble committing to just one blog. I tried Xanga, and I loved it. It was nice and simple, and the first real blog that I fell in love with, updating it more often, even with just private entries. But soon enough, I discovered a lot of things that Xanga couldn't offer - template changing, for instance. And I felt that was too limiting. I tried LiveJournal and Tabulas but then I didn't enjoy the experience as much - truth be told, they were merely online journals, not like Xanga, which offered options for music, Java Applet tables, counters and all that bull that you see on web homes. So I'm on Blogspot now. For how long? Who knows? But since I've tried this before, I have a feeling I'm going to stick to it, for the mean time. I love the look of everything here.

I'm not totally saying adieux to my Xanga. I loved it more than any other form of outlet I've ever had. It was where I poured my heart out over her. It was where I narrated the way he backstabbed me. It was where I lashed out bouts of ecstacy when I got to embrace her. It was where I wrote of the dreams and nightmares, all interwoven into what I now call my life. But then, some good things must fade, and for the time being, I must say goodbye to it. My Xanga was made for one principal reason - and that was to let out my laments over not being able to be with her. And a new year has started. A fresh new start. Maybe not the best possible start. But it's something to build on. And whatever depression, whatever jealousy, whatever bloodshed and suicidal thoughts that were last year, I must now leave behind. Maybe this year will be better. Maybe I'll be happier, and I pray that everyone else will be happier as well.

This may be quite late, however, let me just say it. I wish all of you guys the best of the coming year. They say it's going to be tough? But who cares? God will make us all tougher then.

Sapere Aude. Carpe Diem. Dare to think, and cease the day.
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The clock ticked: 9:49 PM