"I actually decided not to kill myself right now. Ibaon mo na sa limot ang lungkot. And that's what I have to do. Forget everything, forget the damn fuckers. Forget them all. They're all just backstabbers, and some day, they'll have retribution acted upon them, justice will be served. I hope the day comes soon. I would love to see you fuckers suffer. Die, you bastards. Hahahaha! :))

This day looks promising. I went on SUN last night and I got to talk to Louise. :) She was stargazing at UP, and I'm jealous!!! Ohwell, the skies were somewhat clear above our house till about 7pm, and I got a pretty good look at some stars. They were all pretty. Like the object of my affection. I didn't see a shooting star though. I wonder if they did. I'd have asked Louise to make a wish for me, that I be happy, finally. Oh well. Ho-hum. My sister once told me she saw a shooting star in Tagaytay. It was totally unexpected, but the mere awe these kinds of things inspire in you - you'll be amazed. I want to see one, one which I will not expect. And I will make a wish. I will cast a wish into the skies.

I have a dental appointment today, yikes! I haven't seen them since early November! And I lost one of my brackets! And I accidentally broke the wire. Lagot. Pizza kasi eh! Then, I might meet her later in Ortigas. I hope she says yes. Please pray for me. I really need it right now. :)

At kahit na ilang ulit mo pa akong saktan, basta sa susunod, di mo na ako iiwan.
At kahit na ilang ulit mo pa akong saktan, basta sa susunod, di mo na ako iiwan.
"

The clock ticked: 8:47 PM